Blogging is supposed to be good for my health...

I guess when you have a crazy horrible disease, you try to do things that are good for your health...I took a double wheatgrass shot at Whole Foods today. Blogging is an outlet and a good one, I did it through my divorce. It was very healing for myself, but I think it kind of tortured everyone else around me forced to read my strange 1am posts. Adam has started to do it in health updates and I have to admit he is talented! I am sure those will end up on this site as well. I have had a few weeks to process the fact that I have breast cancer. Still have no freaking idea why. Not that you ever know why...but believe me if you are the one diagnosed, you WANT TO KNOW WHY! Especially a person like me...who has yelled at everyone about drinking diet pop because it causes cancer...and who used to walk around in a non-smoking shirt that says "there are cooler ways to die"...shit, I guess that one is going to Goodwill! No risk factors, no family history and 2 doctors who told me not to worry. To make a long beginning a little shorter, I have also read online...that blogging is good for your health if you have a traumatic disease, it is aparently better if you write about it...so I apologize now, I am going to write about it. The saga continues...